The Creative Space of Natalie Krill 

I Know Nothing Yet I Feel It All

I spend so much time trying to figure it all out. The moments I feel best are when I surrender and give into the fact that just being with the moments are what matter most.



The sun, the moon, the stars up in the sky


The trees, the leaves, the soil, the rocks, the rivers and streams, the mountains and plains down here on Earth


The wind and the air against my face

Gusting and Blowing


The rain falling from the heavens

Laying in a freshwater lake

A saltwater sea

Breathing in the ocean air


The ritual of fire

The power

The force

The mesmerizing dance of flames drifting me away


The dirt in my hands

So soothing and real


Some days I think I know some things

But the next I know nothing


When I look up to the sky at night

I feel so small yet so big

I know nothing yet I feel it all


When I walk through the forest

I am moved to tears

All tension and stress falls away

I am cleared by the deep vibration of the giants

They hold me like a great Earth mother


Cleansing water

Purify me

Clear me

Soothe

Glacier water to drink and to bath

Saltwater to clear

Wash away all I do not need


I watch the flames feed off of each other

Devouring what it comes across

Like a hunger

Like a burning desire


I know nothing yet I feel it all


I try to understand but slowly realize my efforts are futile


Understanding is my need for control

The more I think I know

The stronger my need for control is


Surrender, Surrender

Fall down and break

Feel it all

The knowing is in the feeling

The knowing sits in my belly not my mind


The knowing is in the sun, the stars and the moon

The trees, the leaves, the soil, the rocks, the rivers and streams, the mountains and the plains


It's in the wind

The water

The fire

The dirt


It's in the feeling.

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